london is a small world in its own...
profile picture depicts it perfectly....
london has its own culture,
language,
fashion,
food...
weather.
...rules...
and i am in this small wonderful world xxx
and its own sets of lovers xxx
all shapes and colors ....
i have mine and i'd like to think he is mine xxx
slept on and off...
i think i made him upset,,,really unhappy to make him feel that :(((
there is nothing like a long,long hot shower,and mint to wake up your senses...
cos thats exactly what i did,to wake me up.
been dreaming,floating,drifting in and out of consciousness...
and i love every waking moment of it.
except making him upsset...
yes sugarbabies,how do you do it?
how do you make something work,without making your sugardaddy feel threatened?
for them not to think otherwise ,other than your genuine affection?
now i realize,there isnt really a manual for this...
so,how would i go about it?
yes,in my mind there will be answers,but they only come as we went along,
hindsight is a beautiful thing,,,unfortunately i have no headlights for it...
well,i think theres not a lot of sugarbabies that have fallen inlove with their men...
i wont know,but this is maybe the case...
men are from mars,women from venus xxxx
backtrack a bit,calm down abit,take this slowly and enjoy every moment with him,
until he can,until he wants to...
carry on not asking,be content of what he has given...
all night worried of another person somewhere in this small world of ours,being unhappy
and i maybe the reason why...
thats the last thing i wanted...
well maybe,he will tell me,maybe he wont...
a lot of maybe's...
but what can i
do?
wait...thats what i am here for..
all the love i have for this man,i collected it all slowly,every piece of it,,,
safely keep it somewhere only me knows,,,and maybe,just maybe it will be collected
with open arms by the time we are together...xxx
no room for regret,hurt and upset...
i would leave yesterdays uncertainty,and dont look back,,,i know ,i know
i wont look back,that is not where i want to go...
i walk forward towards him and make sure i tread carefully...
to all the lovers in this lovely world,i absolutely take my hands up to you for being brave...
i would never have known how it is until i became one...
its an imperfect world,just like me xxxx
but i wont change it for the world xxxx
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